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Abby Muys-Wolf Is Amazing II: How A Real Christian Sticks To Her Guns!

December 22, 2012

Out in the open wisdom calls aloud, she raises her voice in the public square; on top of the wall she cries out, at the city gate she makes her speech,

“How long will you who are simple love your simple ways? How long will mockers delight in mockery and fools hate knowledge? (Proverbs 1:20)

Read part one here

So Abby was around me pretty regularly for a while there. Many times my main goal when I saw her was to cure her of this detrimental disease called GOD and for her personally, Jesus Christ. Again I wasn’t mad at GOD, I didn’t love the devil, I wasn’t mad at life; I truly believed GOD and the devil weren’t real, I was an anti-theist, it was me against this crutch called GOD out of my caring for other people’s condition and the health of the society that I thought was so gross and still do. That it was the worst thing that ever happened on this planet. That it was a detrimental condition for humans because it stole your glory and accomplishment on one side and relieved you of your responsibility and accountability on the other, leaving a mess of a person. All I saw was the Truth they knew, I never actually took the time to see if they were truly a mess, as most of the time was and is the complete opposite.

Mike and I had always been on the same page as far as GOD was concerned and out genuine care for Abby, Mike would try to help in curing Abby of this horrible psychological condition as well. The amazing thing is that after years of this, her faith was unshakable, I’m not saying she lived it out perfectly, none of us do, but no matter how much me or anyone else would reason with her, or back her into a corner with questions she couldn’t answer, or beg her to see how smart I thought I was and look how good my life is without it and you have cancer, she would never denounce or waver on what she knew to be true, and that is, there is a living GOD through Jesus Christ, who you can learn everything about in the Bible and here.

There has only been one example more impressive than this throughout my anti-theist days or should I say the majority of my life. That happened in Washington DC as my cousin Tammy and I were walking through the human evolution exhibit at a museum. After years of me trying to help her with her crutch, I took this opportunity to come at her full force with the apparent evidence that was right in front of her and she didn’t waver. She may not have understood as I do now that you need more faith to believe in human evolution than you do GOD, and that all she would’ve had to say to me was “where are the missing links?” But even in the face of fossils she knew what the truth was. She knew we couldn’t have come from apes because the Bible and a mountain of evidence ( here, here and here) says it’s not true. Yes there’s evolution but not when it comes to man originating from an ape. GOD made us in His image!

I now know how Abby, Tammy, my mom, my aunt Margaret, Mary, Christine, Pat, Diane, all of my uncles, my friend Bret, my brother, and hundreds more were able to stick to their guns after all these years of me shoving what I thought was logic, facts and rational thought down their throat. It’s called the Holy Spirit, it’s the thing that you can feel, it’s doing things in your life everyday, it changes your heart, your desires, and the way you think from the inside out. This happens after you earnestly seek and give yourself over to the Truth of this world. There can be no more talk of no proof, the Holy Spirit is a tangible thing. You just have to be willing to stop protecting you’re ego and intellect and humble yourself for one second and realize you don’t know the Truth, but you want to, no matter how scared of it you are. He’s knocking every second of every day, begging for you to fill the GOD sized hole in your heart with the only thing that can fill it.

You really think I wanted to swallow my pride and say I was wrong my entire life about my most important issue, that I was more sure of than the Sun coming up the next day? And that the thing I was wrong about is actually the most amazing thing in the world and it’s changed my life dramatically in the most beautiful way ever??? NO, but GOD gave me no choice and I’m so humbled and thankful for that. He gave me no choice because I’ve searched for truth my entire life. I cared little about what others thought about my ideas or me.  I had fought insecurity my entire life because I hated the anxiety and pressure that it brought into my life and somewhere around my sophomore year in high school I made a decision to no longer allow others that power over me. Who were they to have that power over me anyway? Who are they to have that power over you? I’ll be writing an entire post on insecurity soon and how it’s the number one thing that keeps people from seeking Truth. This may seem like a tangent to glorify me but in reality it’s a tangent to glorify GOD!

To be continued….

   Whoever corrects a mocker invites insults;

     whoever rebukes the wicked incurs abuse.

    Do not rebuke mockers or they will hate you;

     rebuke the wise and they will love you.

   Instruct the wise and they will be wiser still;

     teach the righteous and they will add to their learning.

  (Proverbs 9:7-9)

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